Live at Carnegie Hall

"I might love you again if you leave me alone." One of the most relatable sentences any human has ever uttered from their mouth, and for reasons I was once ashamed of. It reminds me of my past avoidant nature and how horribly I treated people, uncontrollably. With this song, I am reminded to let go and move on, and to not run from your heartbreak, but swim in it, and to not avoid the places your pain and uncertainty will transcend you. These places show you new life. These places show you new colors. I feel like a new, but familiar person when I listen to this. It feels warm and cold at the same time. You would only understand if you listened to it, so just listen to it.