Feeding Seahorses by Hand

I always forget this song is about Donald Trump. I think of it like a relationship that’s run out of love. He is pretending not to be himself, and her heart aches because she doesn’t understand why. That could definitely be Trump. This song is soft and beautiful and beautiful and beautiful. 😎

This song genuinely hurts me. When I listen to it I feel this painful ache in my stomach. Like I feel like my life isn’t real or isn’t right or I’m doing something wrong. But then the song fades into its ending and I realise that nothing about that matters. Enjoy life friends 😎

Last November I was on the bus to work. I can’t remember if it was my first day there, maybe my second. I was listening to this song, thinking about my new girlfriend and my new job and the hour long commute to get to the centre. I had time to spare before work opened so I just walked around this new space listening to this song and I felt so happy and so free. Like everything I had ever wanted was finally happening. Girlfriend? Money? That was it, but for me that’s enough. Even if I had no money 😎

Starts off as a sad song, gets happy, and gets sad again. I feel like the overwhelming weight and expectation of life crushes you like boxes and boxes and boxes. You gotta unpack them, take that shit off the cage! 😎